Indecisive

The documentary that my boyfriend has been working with for over a year is finally finished. It turned out great. I was impressed. By far the best thing he’s ever done. By far the best thing that anyone I know has ever done in terms of film.

I’ve seen all the material and I’ve seen bits and pieces while he’s been working and when he wanted someone to give him direction, feedback, ideas. But the end result was so much better than anything that he has showed me.

Too bad he’s giving up on the notion of creating films. He really has potential. Yet at the same time the selfish part of me is relieved. It’s taken far too much time that we could have spent together doing other things.

I’m indecisive.